Currently Reading:

  • Manhunt, Gretchen Felker-Martin
  • The Tombs of Atuan, Ursula K. Le Guin
  • Real Queer America, Samantha Allen

    • Currently Watching:

  • Jojo's Bizzare Adventure, Part 4: Diamond is Unbreakable
  • My Hero Academia, Season 3
  • Jujutsu Kaisen, Season 1

    • Rambles~

    7/15/2023 // Ah fuck I forgot to do yesterday's thing. Shit. I guess I'll skip it and do today's later tonight sdfjlhsdkfjh

    7/13/2023 // Today was lowkey garbage lmaO. Ended up spending most of my day asleep, and I only recently woke up again. I feel like mcshit. Also my brother ate an entire pizza that was mine. He's a dead man. /// Anxiety: 2/10 // Depression: 3/10 // Stress: 4/10 //

    7/12/2023 // Finally saw my therapist again today and hooowee it was nice to finally talk to her again. Got a lot done with her, and then panicked because my friends couldn't figure out what fuckin time we were getting together for bookclub. It was stressful but hey we finally got it together lmao. My therapist did reccomend I keep track of how I feel day to day, so I'll start doing that here (also gives me an excuse to use my site more often.) If you don't wanna see that, now is your time to flee lmao. /// Anxiety: 2/10 // Depression: 2/10 // Stress: 3/10 //

    7/10/2023 // I am finally free from the fourth of July and cherryfest. It's once again quiet around my house, and the tourists are mostly going home. Fucking bless.I've also been working on making some new socials since twitter is taking an even bigger shit... But I'm tired, so I'll update my site more tomorrow. For now, I must sleeb.

    6/12/2023 // Got my foodstamps today (technically yesterday since it's 1 AM but also tomorrow doesn't come until I go to sleep fuck you) and got a bunch of shit for the house. I am!!!! Very happy!!!!! I even got two packs of activia for myself to give my tummy all the good shit. Blueberry and strawberry fucking slap. Also my friend offered to take me to see the new Spider-Man movie and I am screaming. It's worse that I have a huge fucking crush on him and his partner, but that's our little secret. It's still nice to get out of the house with the besties. ALSO I CAN SEE FERAL SPOODERMIN IN ACTION I AM READY

    6/3/2023 // Today has been a wild ride, I tell ya what. Drove an hour just to get to a doctors appointment, and in the same township, a fucking 100 - acre fire. The smoke from it reaches all the way to my house and I'm sure much, much futher. But thankfully I did get that appointment done, which is for my disability eligibility! I have one more appointment next week, and then I'll find out (hopefully sooner better than later) if I'm eligible for disability. I hope it all goes well, because fuckin hell, I cannot walk enough to actually work. And in other news, I have acquired more plant babies! Right now my cucumber and radish are sprouting, but my leeks and chives are doing wonderful. I got some catnip, dill, and spinach, all already growing and ready to be harvested. I'm hoping this will be a fruitful venture! Either way, I'm very excited about my plant babies.

    6/1/2023 // Happy Pride month bitches and besties! I have my ita bag all dressed up with pins and ready to go out in public. I also acquired some hella cool pride scrunchies. Overall I've had a pretty... bleh week. I am once again trapped inside from not having a car, and I'm quickly running running out of things to do. Thankfully I have plenty of books and games to stave me over, but I still let my adhd win somehow and end up disassociating all god damn day. I want out! I want freedom! >:(